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Lamb, Brian - Host
Clarence Page, author of "Showing My Color: Impolite Essays on Race and Identity." Third chapter: "Survivor's Guilt." Why did you write that chapter? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Well, you know, that chapter, as you know, Brian, was -- the centerpiece of it is my first wife, Leanita McClean, who was the first woman -- I'm sorry... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
How do you pronounce her first name? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Leanita [pronounced LEE-AH-NEE-TA] |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Leanita McClean. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Right. Or, as she used to say, "Just call me Lea." |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
But she combined the name Leanita with her two sisters? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Her parents did, yeah. Yeah, her two older sisters, Leatrice and Anita, their names were combined to form Leanita. And she was born in -- what? -- 1952... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Where did you meet her? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
I met her in the Tribune newsroom. And we were called the "golden couple," in fact, by a number of our friends, because I was only -- what? -- the second... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Where did you come from? How did you get to the Chicago Tribune newsroom? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Well, I grew up in Middletown, Ohio -- born in Dayton and grew up in Middletown. And in the early '60s when I was in high school, I was really emboldened... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
You say that you did apply once for an internship. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Mm-hmm. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Didn't get it. But a white female did. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Yeah, a white female who had been a reporter on my high school newspaper staff. This was just after I graduated from high school with an award already... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
When you were in the newsroom -- in the Chicago Tribune newsroom with your wife, your deceased first wife ... |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Mm-hmm. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
... were you the only two blacks in the newsroom? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Not quite. As I say, in '69 when I came along, I was the second black male. There had been a black female who had been hired the year before who had... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Were you married when she committed suicide? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Not at that time. We had been divorced for a couple of years. And it was obvious over time -- I mean, after the fact and all -- it was obvious that... |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
And, you know, in the end, in her generic suicide note, as she called it, she talked in there quite plaintively about how living in a big house by herself... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
How much of her depression, do you think, came from her blackness? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
You know, you can never really separate these things out very well. One thing I have found about trying to figure out why people commit suicide is you... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Where'd you get the title? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
"Showing My Color," it's a double entendre in the black community, certainly. I -- for one thing, it was -- well, within the black community, the term... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
How old is he? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
He is now six, and he is fortunately growing up in an integrated neighborhood, more integrated than the one I grew up in, more middle-class, more suburban... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Montgomery County. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
... Montgomery County -- very liberal, progressive neighborhood. The kids he goes to school with and brings home are of all races. And yet he, too,... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
I think the most often quoted person in your book is -- see if you can guess. Who do you think you quote the most? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
I'd say James Baldwin, in fact. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Yeah. Yeah. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Still there. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
I ask that a lot and people don't remember, you know? But why? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
No, no, the reason why I remember is because my editor pointed it out. In fact, I took out a couple of Baldwin quotes. You know, that just happened.... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
When did he die? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Oh, when is it now? I'm going to be embarrassed to say I don't remember the exact year. It was in the mid-80s. It was like around '87, I believe, but... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Have you read everything he's written? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
All of his non-fiction I have read. And I'm one of those who believes Baldwin was a far better non-fiction writer than fiction writer. He's just a model... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
"Showing My Color," this book is a book about race. When did you decide that you wanted to write only about that subject? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
The 1992 Los Angeles riots -- or do you say uprising? You know this is indicative of how complicated things have gotten. Even our language isn't the... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
When you sat at your typewriter, who did you have in your mind that you were writing for? White? Black? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
The same person I always have when I'm writing a column. I write for newspapers, Brian, and we're dinosaurs in this era of target marketing, because... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
You have ... |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Speaking of Louis Farrakhan, I've got a chapter on him, too. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
You have an interesting paragraph where you talk about labels. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Yeah. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
And you say that the black folks have gotten all the way from being colored people to being people of color. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Yes, yes. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Going through ... |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
If some of us live long enough, we go that circle. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
... Negro, African -- I mean, black, African-American. What are you comfortable being referred to and what are you ... |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Mm-hmm. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
I mean, I know you can't say that for all of the community, but what do you tell white folks -- what -- when you're -- what grates? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
I had to get this into the book, because it's probably the question I get asked more often than anything else, along with the question, "Why do you... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
You tell us early on that "stuttering and uncooperative motor skills left me severely challenged in dancing, basket shooting and various social applications." |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Afraid so. I defied all those stereotypes. But it's probably just as well, because that forced me to stay home and read books more often and become... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
How have you dealt with stuttering in your life? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
You know, years and years of therapy, but really the most important thing that helped me with stuttering was getting out and talking, public speaking.... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
You write about your dating a white woman. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Mm-hmm. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
When was that and what was the impact on you? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
More than once, actually, in college and also between marriages back in Chicago. And these all were different adventures. But I think back in college,... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
What's the one-drop rule? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Well, the one-drop rule being that if you've got one drop of black blood, you're black. As a result, we have lots and lots of people running around... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
"White men are not accustomed to feeling racially vulnerable." These are your words. "Affirmative action has given them a taste -- a tiny taste of it.... |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Right. And I can't blame them. I start this book out talking about the racial vulnerability I felt as a kid, looking at signs that said, "White" and... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
What does it mean? Let's stop and define it. What does it mean, in your opinion? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Yeah, what does affirmative action mean? Well, you know, to me what it means is going back to John F. Kennedy before affirmative action became law.... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
What's the ... |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Or, "We need some women in here," you know, and then taking steps to do it. Now what steps you take, this is where the debate begins. Do you set a quota?... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
What's an affinity impulse? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Affinity impulse is just that basic human -- you know, what I was talking about with my son earlier -- that basic human impulse that makes us want to... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Where did you find your second wife? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
At a party in Chicago. She came up to me, she had seen an article I wrote on Louis Farrakhan for Chicago magazine and said that she -- she walked up... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Lisa black or white? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
She's both. She's biracial, as it turns out. Her mother is white, and her father's black. She grew up in Hyde Park in Chicago, where biracial couples... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
I want to ask you one quick question, and then I want to ask you about people that you talk about in here and have you briefly define them, because... |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Well, that's a good question. You know, well, for one thing, I mean, there's certain language -- when I have been interviewed by black interviewers,... |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
You know, there's a difference, a nuance of difference there, isn't there? There's a difference between a person who views racism as just simple prejudice... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Let me just pull out names, and I'll ask you to keep the answers short or we'll never get through a bunch of them. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Yeah. I'll do my best. I'm sorry about that. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
No, that's all right. I want you to define, though, who these people are and where they're coming from. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Yeah. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Let's start with Shelby Steele. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
I think Shelby Steele -- interesting, he's biracial, too. My wife has another point of view, she thinks that when he made the decision who he was going... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
He's at San Jose State. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Not anymore. He's at the Hoover Institute now. He wrote this marvelous book -- I say marvelous; I don't agree with some of it, but for the most part,... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Is he a conservative? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Oh, yes, he is now. I mean, by modern parlance -- initially, he would have been called a liberal, but times have changed now. I mean, I would have been... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
What about Henry Louis Gates? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Henry Louis Gates is one of the most brilliant people writing about race today. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
In Harvard. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
At Harvard. And he -- Skip Gates -- I quote him extensively in my chapter "The Signifying Muslim" about Louis Farrakhan, because I find so much of Louis... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
What's his politics? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
You know, Skip Gates, I do know supports affirmative action. He's big on it. I think it's similar to my own centerist -- he opposes quotas, but believes... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Stanley Crouch? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Stanley Crouch, he's a great grouch. If you want to see some impolite essays, read Stanley Crouch. And that's OK. You know, he was marvelously generous... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
William E. B. Du Bois. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Billy B. Du Bois is a classic figure in terms of one side of the dichotomy of black ideas that we see throughout African-American history. In other... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
You say that most of the American history's greatest black leaders were white to some extent. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Yeah. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
And then you listed Booker T. Washington, Frederick Douglass had white fathers. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Right. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
W.E.B. Du Bois, Malcolm X, Martin Luther King, who had an Irish grandmother and some American Indian ancestry, and Jesse Jackson also had some white... |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Right. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
What do you think of Malcolm ... |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
In other words, we are American, aren't we? You know, America is a country where everybody wants to have some Indian in their background and nobody... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
What is, in your opinion, is it, though, when -- what does -- a white person that looks at someone and says they're one-drop black and all of a sudden,... |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
It's the baggage we carry from history and the lessons we've learned growing up -- racism is like sexism. You know, I'm a sexist. I grew up in a society... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
What do you think of Malcolm X? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
There were different Malcolm X's, weren't there? You know, there was the early Malcolm, who was searching. There was the defiant Malcolm, who was the... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Ken Hamlin. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Oh, Ken Hamlin, yes, the black avenger. He is an example of the new black conservatives who I distinguish in my book from conservative blacks. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Denver talk show host. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Denver talk show host and a black Rush Limbaugh, tries hard to be outrageous. I love him for that. But his audience is mostly white -- it matches Limbaugh's... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
You talk about going to the Million Man March And I wanted to ask you about the etiquette between black men. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Yes. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
"Normal street etiquette calls for unacquainted black men to avoid direct eye contact for fear of sending the wrong signals and triggering a violent... |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Right. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
What's that all about? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Especially nowadays. You know, if you step on somebody's shoes on the subways or the metro, you might get a fight on your hands. It is a defensiveness... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
You say in your book that you moved your father here. |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Yes. |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
In a suburb of Maryland out here. And what is he in a nursing home or a retirement home? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
At Leisure World, the retirement village. And he's -- I don't know if you've heard about Leisure World, but it's a lovely little bit of heaven. I don't... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
What had he done in his life? What was his work? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
He was a janitor for over 34 years at a paper mill back in Middletown, Ohio, where I grew up. But he also saved his pennies and bought a couple of apartment... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
How is his life now? Is he with white people? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Yeah. Well, yeah, you know, at Leisure World, they do have -- out of several thousand people live there, about 200 are black. And it's new for Dad to... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
This dedication to Grady and to Maggie Page in memoriam. Who's Grady? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Well, Grady is my son. And Mom, as I mentioned earlier, died in '84, didn't live long enough to see either this book or Grady, which is very sad, because... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
Do you think he's going to have a better life than you? |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
I'm sure he will. He already does. But he's not going to have a life free of concerns about race. That's obvious already. Like I say, he's already concerned,... |
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Lamb, Brian - Host
This is the cover of the book, published by Harper Collins, and the name of the book is "Showing My Color: Impolite Essays on Race and Identity," by... |
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Page, Clarence - Columnist
Thank you. |